When I embark upon a new project, or upon a new year, I have certain intentions and desires pouring in the new chosen direction. I bring to it who I am in that moment, informed by my previous experiences. The template so to speak is already formed. Yet I search the new. I search to create something different than what I had. Why is it that sometimes the best of intentions don't bring me that which I think I wanted to create? If what I want to achieve is on a conveyor belt run